*DreamZ*

As usual dreaming alot nowadays and anyone who knows me definitely knows that i am a sucka for love and just an old fashioned romantic, so as usual ended up dreaming about love and today in particular i was dreaming about how i want my dream one, my lil angel to be..

I want someone who is arrogant to the others yet to me she is as sweet as honey, i want someone who loves kids as much as i do, someone whos smile can illuminate my life, whose eyes i can see joy laughter and happiness...My princess who is bubbly and chatters non-stop, i want to sit and watch her fabricate lies so unbelievable and smile at her adorableness when she is caught, i want her to be someone who wishes to help people alot, i want her to be someone who cares for others before herself, matured yet a child in her actions, with a cute little tummy that she tried to hide everytime, someone with a good dress sense and who knows her limits...i would love her to have long wavy hair and i want to brush her fringe off her face and kiss her, i want her to be someone who cares so much that i must smile just remembering all she has done for me, i want to cry when i see her hurt, i want to love her so much that it hurts to leave her for a minute...i want to see her in every love movie i see, i want to hear her in every ballad i hear...i want her to be my mother who makes sure i dnt slack off and most importantly i need her to be my friend someone whu walks with me in my every step...

Painful as it is, i know this is but a dream and that my heart will never see sucha happiness, i have been hurt too many times to seriously believe love anymore, i do not seem to trust anyone and all my life i tend to be trying to look for love yet love seems to avoid me...i have lost all hope in love, i just want to live in my dreams...